Hot ramen, freezing day!!!

As Naruto felt guilty for what he did to the guy before him, hideaki spilled it out, all of it. Naruto was surprised. Hideaki said that he was drugged and that was what made him go wild and the beast came out. He thought he was in full control over the beast last night but it was.. because of the drug that the beast came out? So it was not Naruto's fault at all? Hideaki spoke the truth right? Naruto got lost and he was shocked as well, he did not know how to react. That was dangerous to drug him, nobody ever got lucky like hideaki here, he only got his ass raped hard. Naruto sighed and he kept on massaging hideaki's legs.

,' I can't believe you hideaki-san drugging me was suicide! That was a beast inside me and… and you are lucky to be alive! I was drugged back then, long ago and the next thing I saw when I open my eyes was blood everywhere and dead people around me.. I never wanted such thing to happen to you… "

Naruto understand that hideaki loved him but he never thought that he would go that far as using drug. Though what's done was done. Naruto looked at Hideaki and he says gently to the guy. He pet hideaki's head.

,' come on hideaki-san I'm not mad at you all right? I was just scared that I hurt you that's all…. Nee… could you.. promise to never drugged me like that again? I mean.. just.. let it flow naturally?"

Well, Naruto was clumsy when it came to physical contact and he was surely slow in such things, but one that was sure, he did not want to hurt Hideaki, he did not want to treat hideaki like a whore or some sex partner. He truly respect this man, despite his job as stripper or whatever he was.

,' you know hideaki-san… i.. respect you.. i… don't see you like others did… you know….i… ummm….you are… important to me… "


he looked at hideaki, covered with his own wings, that was such unique and pretty wings he got here.

,' nee.. Hideaki-san.. are you a bird or something? maybe.. an angel? that would be cool!!"

It was true that he was naïve, he was never been touched by some men like this before, this was new for him, maybe he needed to learn about this more? Or get used to it. Hideaki seduced him again and this time naruto cracked as well. He got nosebleed. It couldn't be helped, hideaki was a very attractive guy, and.. well.. he was also posing in a very…. Inviting way…

,' well.. yeah.. i.. guess you're right.. you know… Hideaki san you're pretty.. and.. well.. you always pose in such.. inviting way how could I not get nosebleed? Umm.. maybe.. you can try wine on me? It's less alcohol.. just.. don't drug me ever again…"

Narutho thought, if drug made him go wild, then maybe.. a little bit alcohol would work just fine.. it would make him less nervous and he would still be in control right? At least he would not turn into a best and hurt people. He hated that. Then, Hideaki spoke that he was a pervert and he could have sex all day for real.. well.. that was so different from Naruto who was not a sex crazed guy. He looked at Hideaki and asked him

,' so… hideaki-san do you seek a sex partner that could keep up with you? Coz… well… I'm not a sex crazed guy."

What Naruto said was true, he was not a sex crazed guy, and he was not a pervert, he was a 'good guy'. He never saw Hideaki as a sex toy or whore, even thought the fact said contrary. But naruto never saw him that way. He hugged hideaki and he cuddled with him.

,' you know hideaki-san.. i… prefer cuddling than sex….it makes me feel comfortable.. and.. well.. cuddling felt more… personal and.. it felt…like.. you are loved.. maybe.. you had sex with tons of guys but… I want you to know that I never see you as a whore…. And I won't treat you like one."

He was willing to try out other things rather than drugs, he hated drugs, but alcohol or wine are fine. Though hideaki seemed to be.. much more eager in making naruto got horny instead of getting comfortable, cuddling. Though he liked the kiss they share just now, it felt comfortable and more like loving kiss rather than lustful one. He watched hideaki got dressed but that was, yesterday's clothes, naruto would need to find something for this guy then. Though he got flustered before he could bring any clothes. Hideaki licked his lips and that made naruto got red in the face.

In the end, Naruto brought Hideaki to the room again and he gave him a new clothes from the wardrobe. It was a yukata that naruto used to wear when he was teenager. It was smaller than the rest of his clothes and he thought it would fir hideaki just fine. He slowly strip hideaki from his clothes and then helped him to put on the new yukata. Naruto would need to do house chores right now, he washed the clothes, including hideaki's. he took his time washing and doing the house chores. Then, when he was done, he thought about it. Hideaki might want to see around the shop right?

,' nee.. hideaki san, do you want to go to the water fall? It's a great scene in there. Come on!"

Naruto grinned and he grabbed hideaki's hands, he lifted the guy and brought him in his arms. They just walked to the back of the shop and then a bit further. Then, they reached a huge water fall with big lake in the bottom part. Naruto grinned and he put hideaki down on a big stone.

,' all right!! Here we are now!! See.. this place is amazing right? I like the air in here, it's refreshing."

He was in the pond, with hideaki . the guy was trying his best to be 'less horny' and not get all horny as he looked at Naruto. Naruto just stay still as hideaki stripped him naked though it still felt a bit awkward and that made naruto nervous a little. They ended up bathing together in the pond, though what followed after was not expected. A boy came and he was acting all high and mighty towards hideaki, saying that he was naruto's lover and so on so forth. Not this boy again.. of course, Kira was naruto's best friend, but not the way he claimed before hideaki. Kira already got his mate, of course he loved his mate and Naruto was just like a brother to him. A big brother. The bad thing was, this boy liked to messed up with naruto's life . he liked to prank on Naruto. And now, he did it on hideaki.

If Naruto thought hideaki would not believe Kira, he was totally wrong. He got a slap on the face, hideaki said he hated him and despise him, then he left off to his home. Awesome. All these was because of a stupid prank that kira always did. He always say the same thing and did the same thing every time he saw naruto with someone that had potential to be his lover. Naruto got angry and he glared at kira who was acting all innocent before him.

,' what the hell was that suppose to mean?! Why did you hate me so much? Why you always tear apart my dream to be happy? Why not just slit my throat right here and now I'm tired already kira! You always do this to me just kill me already!!"

Kira felt guilty. He sighed and he looked down. He threw away those beer cans and he looked at naruto.

,' naru-nii.. I'm sorry.. I did not mean to hurt you.. it's just that… I want you to find your true love.. a person who would have faith in you more than anyone else! i…mean.. Naru-nii deserve someone that believes Naru-nii fully… the guy just now.. he believe the words of a stranger like me rather than you.. he left you right away right? He did not even bother to ask you the truth or anything, he just left! Naru-nii… I'm sorry if my actions were bad.. but.. I.. care for naru-nii… I don't want Naru-nii to be sad because you fell with the wrong person……I… anyway Naru-nii.. I'm very sorry…. i… I will explain to that guy if I ever met him again.."

Naruto gave Kira a big sigh. Seriously, this boy.. maybe his intentions were good but his way was just.. childish and.. annoying. But he still got the point about someone who had faith in Naruto. But naruto really warned this boy to stop his childish and annoying prank. The boy, Kira, nodded he felt sorry and then, another big guy came, it was a lion. He was Kira's mate. Naruto simply say hi to the big lion and then, three of them had a chat. Naruto looked down and the lion teased him about the red mark on naruto's cheek.

,' awww.. naruto-chan.. did you get dumped again? Poor you.. really.. I think you should go and be a monk! "

Naruto glared at the lion and splashed him lots of water. The lion just laugh and told naruto not to be angry since he was just trying to cheer him up. Seriously, a pair of a strange lovers!!! And he was in the middle of them!! How annoying.. he was dumped, accused and now trapped between two annoying people!! Naruto ended up excusing himself from the pond. He returned home. Of course hideaki was not there, he already went home. Naruto sighed. Well.. now hideaki hated him. Might as well avoid meeting that guy or he would get another slap on the other side of his cheek. The next morning, Naruto still closed his ramen shop. He did not feel to get to work today. He locked the door, and all. He closed the door and gates, lcoked them. He then curled up into a ball and lied down on the bed. Thinking if this went on and on.. when would he find his happiness? Cook more ramen maybe?

I ran out of the restaurant and flew home. I couldn't stop crying. Why was it that everytime I let someone in my heart, I got betrayed. I couldn't believe Naruto played me for a fool. He already has a lover, a cute, long haired lover. Of course he would love him more. Naruto didn't run after me at all, I guess it's true then.
When I got home, I noticed that I left my clothes at his place and took his yukata. His scent. I was going to have to bring it back to him eventually. I didn't go work. I just locked myself up in my appartement. I didn't want to eat, I didn't want to drink anything except alcohol.
Weeks passed and my health condition went really bad. Some co-workers came over to my place, tried to make me go work, eat, move from the floor, I was unresponsive. Though I asked one of my friends to bring him his yukata back.

(The friend)

He walked to the ramen shop and walked in. He saw the golden haired man and walked straight to him. He came with two friends. He put the yukata on the counter. As they left they spoke of their sick friend.

"We should really bring Hideaki to the hospital. Even if he says no. He isn't going to live long the way he's going now..."

"I'll try to make him swallow food again today, but I doubt it'll work. Besides, it's not like we can bring a pheonix to a human hospital..."

"You sure bringing the yukata back was a good idea? He seemed to be holding it like it was keeping him alive...I'm afraid what will happen now..."

[i]They then went to work.

(Hideaki)

It was gone now. My last remaining piece of happiness was gone. His scent, the warmth it gave me. I was alone now. I slowly made my way to my wobbly feet and walked on my balcony. I spread my wings. They looked sick, feathers were broken and falling. There were gaps but I could definatly still fly. I flapped a few times and flew up in the sky. I flied for as long as I had energy. I smiled as I remembered Naruto's face, my eyes closed and my body fell from the sky. I didn't care if I died.
Kira calls Naruto at work.

"Hey Naruto? I was getting busy with my beast and your angel friend just fell through my roof. He's in bad shape...What should I do? He's...not waking up and barelt breathing...My beast says that he's crying too. I...I think I did something real stupid when I seperated you two..."

His ramen shop was closed for long and people stopped coming by. He stopped with the greeting and everything, he just stopped making ramen and any other things, he stopped living. It was always like this. When he got someone who believed in him, he got that person snatched from him and it was so easy. He sighed and he just continue living a bad life. He would stay low, in the house, not coming out, like a sealed fox. A sealed demon. People was right, he was a demon, he should've extinct long ago, but instead he survived till now. Then, he got a call from Kira, saying that hideaki was dying. So the dude hated him so much to the point that he would rather die than ever seeing naruto again, how sweet. Well.. that dude was not meant for him anyway.

Naruto sighed. Why was his life filled with trouble and pain? What did he do to people? He only cook ramen, sold it, he only has one simple dream, he wanted to be the best ramen chef in the town was it so hard to accomplish? Maybe the world was making fun of him for real. Even the grass laughed at him. He sighed, went to where hideaki was. He was in a bad shape. So now he had to take care the guy who hated him. Would his pain ever came to an end? He did not want anything anymore he just wanted this all to end. Everything. He took care hideaki , he and kira did that. Till the guy at least got better. Then, naruto looked at kira. It seemed that he felt guilty. He was not the one to blame. Naruto sighed and he patted kira's head lightly.

,' don't give me such face. It's not your fault. You opened my eyes kira. I knew this guy never had faith in me from the very beginning, I was the foolish one, he was a host… of course lots of people had feelings for him..it was his job to please people.. I was only one of them, but I dream too high and the fall was pretty bad. anyway… I'd better be gone before he wake up.. or I'll get another slap."

Kira tried to stop naruto from leaving but he clenched his fist. He hesitated. Between what was good and bad. he ended up crying and he stayed beside Hideaki's bed. It was night now. Naruto had gone for hours. Kira tried to call him over and over again, but it was said that the number was unreachable and not active. Kira could only waited till hideaki woke up. On the second day, he finally woke up. Kira widened his eyes and he called for his mate to help him. His mate came and helped kira they both cook breakfast for hideaki. They served the meal to hideaki and kira fed him as his beast hugged him from behind.

,' uuhhmm… I… owe you an apologize…..hideaki-san… this.. big lion was my mate… me and naruto were like brothers…back then I was only play a prank on both of you.. I did not know it would ended up like this…I was only… fooling around…. Sorry….."

He was leaving the area, leaving the shop, leaving his ruined life. His heart were like castle of glass that was ruined into pieces and broken into shards. He had nothing left, he had no smile, nothing. He just wanted to end his pathetic life and stop breathing sounded good for him. It would end his pain, his sorrow would be all gone and he would be free from this despair. He went to the mountain, he was planning to fall from the highest cliff and that would be great. To see the sky for once and then all black and dark.

Till he heard a voice calling to him. He turned around and he had no time to react. It was hideaki. Did the guy came all the way here to slap him again? Really? He would come this far in sick condition just to slap naruto? This guy must hate naruto like hell. However, what happened next was totally different, the guy, hideaki, said that he was sorry and that he loved naruto. Naruto did not know what made this guy change his mind so fast. Naruto could see how sick and thin hideaki was. And lucky for him, just nearby this mountain, there's s sacred pond. The pond, would give life to anyone who entered it. Of course, it would make hideaki all better within seconds. The pond, has a very strong magic in it. It was sacred and it was known as the lake of the saint.

Naruto said nothing. He carried hideaki all the way towards the pond and then, he let hideaki soaked in there. He put hideaki inside the pond and then he pray to the god that guards the pond, he begged the deity to heal Hideaki. His prayer got the answer. The God, showed his generosity and the pond started to shine, it less than ten seconds, hideaki was all cured and he was as good as new. Naruto looked down and he sighed.

,' i… may I know why suddenly you're.. up here with me? I thought you despise people like me…..i.. I think you'll need something warm…"

Naruto went to make a small fire place and then, he took some of those flames and made tiny fox out of it. He made several fire fox , tiny ones, and he made them float around Hideaki to keep him warm. Naruto sat on the ground and he kept his distance from Hideaki.. just in case the guy did not mean with the words he said…

He was afraid if he got too close, hideaki might slap him or worse, kick his ass and called him bastard rapist. But when hideaki woke up, everything was completely different from what naruto expected. He expect a slap from hideaki but instead he got a kiss, very passionate kiss. He was surprised, didn't hideaki hated him??? He was even more shocked when he heard hideaki loved him. Was he being delusional now? Or he was dreaming perhaps?

Judging from how hideaki cried and cried… naruto did not think that this was a dream. So… hideaki.. he… really loved him… right? Though… Naruto needed to make sure one thing… he knew that this guy had trouble trusting people. Now… he did not want to be lovers with hideaki so that they could get hurt again later on when someone tried to separate them, just because the third party knew they're lacking of faith on one another.

,' you… might love me.. we…. Might love each other but… hideaki san.. you barely have faith in me…maybe.. you.. never have faith in me… i… don't think without faith on each other we could go on… didn't you see how fragile we are? Even a silly prank broke us to pieces….."

He loved this man, they might love each other but.. naruto had enough of getting hurt, and he knew that hideaki also sick of getting hurt right? He did not want hideaki to get hurt like before, when the prank happens.. and he did not want to be reminded that he was a beast that needed to be killed. Maybe hideaki did not know that much about Naruto, well.. he did not need to. The past is the past. It's just haunted naruto when the same thing happened to him again.

,' do you think we could make it? What if you see me got kissed by some other guy? Will you slap me again and call me bastard? Well.. it's not like I'm a playboy.. it's just….well.. I find it funny that…you have so little faith in me that's all…"

He'd better stop talking or thing would go wrong again. Seeing hideaki all tired and exhausted, naruto decided to piggy back hideaki to his shop, ramen shop, his home. He held hideaki on his back as they walked towards the ramen shop.

,' you… can rest in my shop as long as you want…."

Hideaki felt unsure? Was he afraid that naruto might abandon him for not having faith in both of them? Hideaki was desperately kissing naruto and that made him happy. If this man really loved him.. then he would be more than happy to hold hideaki in his arms. He just did not want to get hurt again. He had enough of his bad ending in life. He kissed hideaki back and he held the guy in his arms, though the kiss became a bit intense. Hideaki made naruto's dick rubbed against his butt.. now that was too much. This guy was still weak right? That means they could not go all the way for now.

,' I always want you, hideaki-san..but if you continue like this… well.. this is torture for me..since.. we can't.. go all the way right? I mean.. you're sick.."

Before they really lose control and naruto raped this weak man, they had to stop. Naruto stopped the kiss and he went off to make some tea. He needed to calm down now. It would be more painful if he did not, remembering that he was a beast.. jerking off would not do the trick on him at all, not a bit!! So, he must stop right now, for real.

After he made the hot green tea, Naruto sat on the chair beside hideaki's bed, and he let hideaki drank the tea slowly. He caressed the man's head and hair gently.

,' I hope you get better soon, Hideaki-san. Then maybe.. we can re-open my ramen shop with you in it."

Naruto would be more than happy to have this man worked with him in this shop. Hideaki could help in the kitchen so he would not be molested by some perverted guests, and naruto, would be in the front office to greet the guests and took their orders, they could have a life together, naruto felt happy just thinking about it.

He was sleeping but then hideaki woke him up with a kiss. Though as he saw hideaki was still tired, and starving, he knew he had to cook again for this man. So, naruto cooked some and they started to eat again. Though naruto only ate a little since he was not hungry , he just let hideaki ate the rest of the food. After that, he washed the dishes and looked at the time. It was noon, but since hideaki was here, naruto could not open his ramen shop. So he took a day off for today. Then, as they finished the meal, Naruto grabbed Hideaki and he brought him to a place where they could see the mountains and hills. It was the roof top of naruto's house. The roof was flat and it was covered with some plants, smooth marble stones, and some part of it, was an open gazebo with a white roof . it felt breezy in here , the view was nice as well.

,' all right hideaki-chan, why don't we spend our sweet time here? The view is great and so does the weather. See… that one is the hills and mountains, below.. was the forest and there.. you could see the water fall too, liking this?"

Naruto wanted to give Hideaki more comfort after what happened between them. He just wanted to show this man that he saw hideaki not as a whore, not as a sex partner, he saw him as a man, a man with dignity, with pride, and heart to protect . he held Hideaki in his arms as he took off his shirt. He also stripped hideaki and he held him. Naruto let his nine tails appeared, wrapping them around Hideaki's body letting the guy felt just how fluffy and silky those nine tails were.

Naruto tickled Hideaki's neck and waist with his fluffy tail as he hugged the guy in his arms. He saw hideaki flinched and moaned how cute. He smiled and kissed hideaki gently on the lips.

,' liking my tail? See… they loved you too.. they love teasing you and wrapping themselves on your body.. feels good?"

Sure, this guy loved the nine fluffy tails right? Then he could rub it all he want to. Hideaki could cuddle against that fluffy tail all he want, as much as he wanted to. But then, hideaki got all flustered and he was all red, and, shivering too. Well.. since naruto was such a good lover, he wanted to show hideaki that he loved him, that he also aware of hideaki's needs and lust. So he would gladly give what this man wanted from him. But not too much since this man needs healing.

Naruto kissed hideaki softly, gently, and then he caressed hideaki's back, and waist. He slowly lifted hideaki's butt and then, naruto slipped his erection inside the guy's rectal. Hideaki moaned and that made Naruto smiled. He gently grabbed hideaki and he made the guy moved on him slowly, very slowly, this time, he would take hideaki nice and slow. He would show this man how much he loved him

,' hideaki-san … I'll make love to you… nice and slow… I'll show you how much I love you."

Naruto stated to move slowly on Hideaki and he made the guy moaned more. He made out to his lover and whispered loving words into Hideaki's ear, making him shiver more.

Naruto knew this would please Hideaki a lot, and he was damn straight right! Making love in the roof with a nice view of the blue clouds an sunlight, for naruto, that was very nice, and he assumed it was the same with hideaki. He was eagerly taking his dick deep and kept on moving his waist hungrily. He already knew that hideaki was a lewd man, well. He was lewd after all but.. kind of cute.

Naruto and hideaki kept making love for long, hours, and hours, hideaki was completely flooded with naruto's semen and naruto was dirtied with hideaki's cum as well on the chest. Naruto was enjoying this, he gave Hideaki a smirk when he said that next time, they should make love on bed, well. That gave naruto a good idea actually. After hours of making lover and hideaki finally, go dry, Naruto held his lover in his arms and he cuddled with hideaki.

,' I get it, in fact, I have an idea!.. why not… make a small gazebo here? Put a bed and some curtain, then we could sleep on the roof with amazing view of starry night and sun! what you think?"

Of course, naruto was imagining that it would be fun, to have a small gazebo on the roof top and able to enjoy the night like that. Maybe the need to put some sliding glass door in case there's a storm during the night? That would do the trick.

,' ummm.. we could put some sliding glass door to protect us from storm? Then we will have personal bed on the roof… able to enjoy the view of nature!."

Naruto who was excited over his own idea, gave hideaki a big grin and kissed him deeply till hideaki moaned and it was a strong smooch. He grin widely and then, held hideaki in his arms to cuddle more.

Too bad, naruto was too excited on his own idea of a glass gazebo in the roof top with night sky as the view! But hideaki fell asleep. So, since naruto wanted to make his lover happy, he started working on it. He build the frame first and then, when it was half done, hideaki woke up and he helped naruto with it. He let his lover did what he wanted and when it was done, they were both starving. Naruto and hideaki went inside and he started making spicy mushroom ramen with beef.

He cooked two bowls of it and then served it to hideaki. He was proud of his spicy ramen, his was special! A special ramen for special someone! Naruto grabbed and gave hideaki a deep smooch and then he grinned at him.

,' all right!!1 a special ramen for my special hideaki-san!!! Let's eat!!"

Naruto was so happy now. He could cook special dishes for hideaki and he would build a very romantic gazebo too!! Life just couldn't get any better! They finished eating and then, naruto knew what would make them feel better, a nice warm bath! So, he carried hideaki in his arms like a bride and then when they arrived at the bathroom, he stripped his lover and then filled the tub with warm water and some relaxing essence. They soaked in there together and naruto hugged hideaki in his arms.